Tired.

Tired

Tired of giving all the love I had,

Tired of not receiving anything back.

Tired

Tired of trying too hard,

Tired of failing and falling

Flat on my face, every single time.

Tired 

Worn out

Energy sucked out.

Tired of being the lover

Without being loved.

Tired of being the nurturer

With no promises of growth.

Withering away like autumn leaves, 

Losing shimmer

Growing pale and dim

The soul is sucked with

A black hole left in its place.

Jarring silence.

Tired.

Unloved.

Dead.

Dead.

Dead.